Benjamin, how are you son? I miss you and never have a moment with out you on my mind. I know that doesn't mean a lot to you know, because I'm not there. But I'm going to make use of what ever I can to make sure you know that one day. This have gone right and wring for me. At times I know what to do and how to make it work, and other times I don't know where to begin. I wish I didn't have to do any of these things on my own. But its what I have to learn to do is that one thing. I guess it shouldn't be easy, than why would anyone want to do it. Well I like easy sometimes, but its worth so much more... Damn, I say the words but just don't feel it. I need to get my heart back! ~fin
I love you buddy,
Dad
