Late night

Hey buddy,
Miss you lots... There are a lot of great things going on, your all ways a part of them so don't feel you've missed anything... And i maybe be missing things with you but I know you'll tell me when I see yea...
Love you miss yea ~fin
Daddy

The tall and willing

Well I'm all most done with my classes I know you just began yours. I've enjoyed them up to now. Learning all the things about the body and all. I'll show you all I've learn when I see you. It's going to be ok... Im telling and ill tell you... Believe me, I'm your daddy I know these things! ~fin

You and me kid

Hello Benjamin buddy, old pal... I hope your being smart cool and daring. Daddy dearest here is working his butt off. I've been doing my best, and your my son I expect you to be doing your best to... I miss you more and more each day. I have stuff to send you in the mail but I go to send it and I get you more thans, takes a lot more stamps. Stars are moving into their positions... I need you to know I'm here and ready for what my come. But know what ever it is, your never fully dressed without a smile. I love you and god speed. ~fin

New in June

Hey Benjamin, I hope your great... Ive been working a lot till I start school this month. I have hopes it will be good. I miss you a lot. I cant wait to plan a day for us to do. My car is giving me trouble right now... But thats life... It will work out like things between you and me... I love you son... ~fin

Just keeps going

Another day gone by, I miss and Love you more. I hope your safe and being smart, and know Im think of you all the time, missed you on my BDay hope you still did something fun... hope to see you soon buddie.. Daddy ~fin

Im here STILL HERE

Hey buddy,
Sorry ive been so distant... At times I kinda dont know what to say... I want to talk to you, about things but what do I say about what I dont know, id tell you what I do but its the same, work work work... (I am going to see a show for Final Fantasy this weekend) I wish you were coming with to. But I know I can just say HEY... So HEY HEY HEY... Im ok, missing you greatly... and loving you so much, I wish I could see you and how big you are... DADDY ~fin

Mood to drive

Just want to say hi son... totally would come see you at school but I think I'd have to talk that over with your mother. Love you~DADDY

New in News

So Japan, one of the places your Daddy wants to go and take you, had a earthquake. Which is a shift with the land hitting another piece of land and it causes a shaking of the ground. If it happens in the water, ocean, than it cause big waves like when you were at the ocean. A lot of people are with out homes and food and some are hurt, but there are a lot of people that are helping them. Kinda something that they are use to there. Japan is a large ISLAND, its surrounded by water are all sides. LOL

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Japan

Ok going to work, its so funny the things im working on right now, i hope they work for us, your Daddy really needs it to work. I love you miss you. ~DADDY

Going up hill

So I'm keeping busy, tuff and stuff. And I have to do it and the have to is where I'm having trouble. One day you may understand. But I never will. I love you. Everyday more and more.~daddy

EXPLORE

I loved today buddie... I went running though the woods... It was fun, i want to show you, it was like that time you and me went walking and we found all that stuff... I love you hope to see you ~DADDY

Another day

Hello buddy,
I like to think your ok. I've been running around tryin to stay busy, but I stop and I think about things and you, I miss every min your not here and I'm not there to take care of you and show you how to live... better than myself..  I don't want to think it holds me back, that I'm not trying to take life and go forward, but someday Benjamin I really need you. I don't know to do it nor do I want to without you. Anyway I'm good your safe and happy and that makes me happy. I love you alllthe time son.~DADDY

Game space working

Hey buddy miss you how are you doing. How school is fun. Are you playing any other sports or still soccer? I've just been working. Was at a gig for VIPatlanta. Wish you could have come. I'll show you pictures. I love you have to get back to work.~DADDY

All on one plate

Ok so there is my
Resturant Idea
landscaping company
another food chain
24-7 daycare
video gaming group
awards and local sponsers
landry mat
karaoka DJ
local band

(ill add more later)

Its a LOVE-ly day

Its Valentine day... I hope you liked your card, and got a lot of love today, fun and all. I miss you buddy, miss you a lot... I LOOOOVVVEEEE YYYYOOU, everyday... not just today

Just another day in the World

So today Im sick, a cold... but i dont feel bad, I feel great, I think I have a fever but I dont feel it. Anyway in Cairo, Egypt they are parting and happy because the made their president step down. The people there belived he did things that were not for the people. There are 100s of people in the streets, they call it a Revolution in Egypt. I think its great if people can gain power over others that hold them down... Always help if you can, say hello all the time, and love unconditionally, dont ever stop. I love you maybe we will go to Africa some day, Thats where Egypt is. ~DAD

SuperBowl 2011

Hope your having fun, guessing your watching the game... Your daddys not much of a sports watching person... but its a nice day for everyone to get together... Hope to see you soon, a lot of working and schooling going on, but I will tell you all about it when I see you. I LOVE YOU your great... I dont know where Id be with out you in my life... (anyway you can be, even if yes doing this for you to read) We should go to superbowl... if you like that thing... I want to take you to Supercars and Nascar... I like that and think you would but youll have to tell me what you think. ~DADDY

Ear to the Ground

Hey buddie, its been a few days but im here, working out the last of my classes and work, I think I missed your B-Day party. Sorry! We can do something to make it up. I started taking video, so you have to see them its funny.

People in Eygpt are fighting, and its getting really cold in the south. (just a in the news update) I hope Ill see you soon, there are a lot and I mean a lot of movies coming out we have to go see, your my wing man, and I always need my wing man. Love you ~DAD

Insperation

Hi... whats up... short and sweet, just want you to know im thinking about you.. lovve you miss you and hope your ok,... I need you, remember that... im tryin you that everyday~DAD

...BOOM

I woke up with a head arche. Not fun. Hope your doing ok, your mother said something about they were having a Birthday party for you sounds fun. I might try to come. I miss you buddy. School is actually getting fun. Thats what makes it worth it and the fact that ill make more money to help take care of you a lot better. I still want to finish painting my car, and I want you to help because you said you will. Well Ill ask you when I see you sometime. Love you and your always in my thoughts.~DAD

Good Morning

Hello,

I woke up and thought about you and getting up for school... I really hope its good, i miiss you so much buddy. I want to see you run off to school and than return and tell me how your day was.. and everything you did, and I mean EVERYTHING... (Laughing) I wonder what you like doing at school... Math, Science, Social Studies, English, or ALL OF IT. (Like your DAD)

I liked football but at the time didnt like getting hit around. At the time wasnt my thing anymore. But I really like music and played a Viola. And I draw a lot. (less now, not much inspiration) I still know you will do your best or if not tell me or your mother so we can help you, because together we can be stronger. Remember that ~DAD

Lasting Fight

I keep tying to do what I think is right and listen to others that tell what might help, but when it comes to your mother Im lost. Your young and dont know me how you should, thats both of us for that matter, but i dont want to fight disagree or dont not like your mother... Im not confused... No no wait I am confused, ive made mistakes have lots of things I wish and want to go make and do different and change. None of which are you, I love you and happy your here. But today my world is dropped out from under my feet. And that happens from time to time and you need to just push thru. I am scared to see you right now do to my past envolement in this situation, but I want to see you, but I sit here wanting to fight but not knowing how. Funny I think if i told you that you have the smartest logical answer of what to just do. I love you ~DAD

Long long hual is Hard

So its geting hard the more days that go by to not see you or talk to me, even though you dont like talking to, of all people, me on the phone. But i MISS you your my boy my son, you are my life. What I do now is because of you. Like right now im getting my certifacation in PHLEBOTOMY so I can get a job JOB to get paid more money so it can go to you. Its been hard trying to do all I can when it seemed i wasnt going to make it.

I started a landscaping business for you. I brought my actually first car for you. I got a better car to drive you around in. So now im doing something ive never donne or know what to do, but im doing it for you. I love you Benjamin, I hope your thinking about that now and know it.

I saw a neat video about space and the planets and where they can from. It was really cool, made me think. I also have a great idea, come up with them all the time, to help sell a product to sale to other countries and make money and jobs here in the USA. Anyway, i will be ok so dont worry I love you and I know your safe but if you need me please think it and ill know.~Dad

Being strong

I have to be tuff... Today was a big deal and thats whats making it great, its a lot... But I have to do this, its a chance, and they dont come often... bit when they do you have to take it... With both hands, and not looking... the biggest part is that you know you'll land and be better than you were. I miss you miss you, means more than a lot.
Sweet dreams~Dad

Hey Benjamin,

Im excited today... Im starting school. Its been a minute since I've gone but now am happy its happening. I know your doing school now, and I know your going to do great your my son, am just a little slower than most, lol. I really miss you. I know all that snow came down last week. I know you had fun in it. Hope sometime we'll get to jump in some snow together... I slide down some ice with you. Will be nice.

Anyway, I wonder what your doing right now... I know your leaving school but I wonder what your thinking... I am thinking about you all the time... I miss you, I stay happy and hopeful toward the future and not look back at the past... But to be honest its not always so easy. But it will be ok. I know it will, it haas to be. I will be great, Im not going anywhere from you. DAD ~fin

This ones for you

I miss you Benjamin. Sorry the things that have happened and goin the way they have. For right now, i guess, I wont see you. But its ok. In so I am going to post here for you everything you miss till I see you. I love you very much and this way is the least way in hurting anyone and for anyone to think I am doing anything out of the situation between me and your mother. I love your mother and your family and hope in the end everyone can be happy with me and know im here for you and I love you. I knwo you know it... But Im your father and I will do what I can for you to know that to... So for now... I will be here for you...