Another day

Hello buddy,
I like to think your ok. I've been running around tryin to stay busy, but I stop and I think about things and you, I miss every min your not here and I'm not there to take care of you and show you how to live... better than myself..  I don't want to think it holds me back, that I'm not trying to take life and go forward, but someday Benjamin I really need you. I don't know to do it nor do I want to without you. Anyway I'm good your safe and happy and that makes me happy. I love you alllthe time son.~DADDY